LoTs Of UpDaTeS:

First.  Cody and I aren't together.  I broke up with him in like the beginning of October because supposedly... he's not sure if he can't find someone better than me.  Chyeah, if you ask me, noone's going to deal with his crap the way I did so good luck to him on that one.

Second.  I have a new boyfriend.  I know, I know.  I never stay single that long.   But hey, I have to know what I do and don't want somehow right?  Well, his name is Eric.  He's younger than me but it's w/e right?  He makes me laugh and I'm  really happy so nothing else matters much.

Third.  I'm going to the Career Center now.  I'm there for Allied Health.  That's basically nursing for those that don't know.  I loved it at first but now I'm dreading almost every second of it.  I like what I'm learning and the people are alright but seeing the same faces every day makes me want to swallow glass.  Yeah, pretty much.

Fourth.  Billy and I aren't really friends anymore.  It's sad how it seems like those 2 1/2 years were just a waist.  I don't even know him anymore and it hurts a little sometimes... but that's just how it is.  He's dating Hannah now.  It's cute.  I just wish he didn't hate me at least... yeah that's what he said... he hates me.

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  Just a few updates. 

I'm on myspace alot more than xanga.  NOT because I like it better but because more people actually get on there.

I'm still dating Cody.  Three months and a week I think.  It's going wonderfully.  He's amazing.

I dislocated my knee.  I'm ok because God healed me.  If you don't believe me, ask Cody.  For real, He did.

God also has healed me from depression.  I've suffered from it for over 2 years.  Sometimes it was bad but it was mostley something I kept to myself.  So the poem in the last entry no longer applies to me.  Though a good poem, I will admit, it has no place in my life anymore.

The Youth trip to Gatlinburg was alot of fun.  I made friends and got to know a few people I didn't know very much about, and I made some self changes and commitments.

Church camp=AMAZING.  Though I missed the boyfriend, I had a wonderful time and became a little more free in my worship.  It was also a nice surprise to see my friend Cody Bates (not my boyfriend) at camp.  Another nice surprise was seeing Cody (boyfriend)  the last day of camp.

Well that's about it.

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This Feeling ... Yeah maybe I wrote it.

I can't seem to shake this feeling

That maybe you don't know me

And maybe you don't feel the same

I just can't fake this feeling

And I wish someone would believe me

That I'm not to blame

I can't seem to hate this feeling

It's been here for so long

And it won't leave me alone

And I can't just abate this feeling

It grips my heart so strong

It has me almost undone

I just can't blame this feeling

For the mess I've made

And the problems I have

I can't find shame in this feeling

And I'm afraid

This is one feeling I'll always have

I can't doubt this feeling

It haunts my heart

It rings in my head

I can't figure out this feeling

I can't find it's start

And I wish it were dead.

Currently Listening The Weak's End By Emery ponytail parade see related

Hey everyone.  So today I'm stuck at home all alone.   All of my friends went to KIngs Isnland. 

So, summer has been really excellent so far.  It is going a lot faster than last year for some reason.  Only two weeks until the Gatlinburg trip with my youth group!  I'm sooo excited.  Cody's going too, so that should be extra fun. .  

Romans 8:16-17 The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God’s children.

Matthew 6:21 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

Hey all!  School is freaking finally over.  I'm officially an upperclassmen!  Yay!  Now all I have to do is sit back and enjoy the long-awaited summer. . . which I am anticipating to be the best summer ever.

<3Aren't we cute!  We were on our way to the Strawberry Festival.  Great day.<3

So. . . church is tomorrow.  I think I have chior practice.  That sounds fun.  I hope we learn a new song.

OMGoodness!  God is good!  My mommy seriously might get this great new job. . . she really deserves it.  And plus, she now has 3 Sundays off a month, which means she can start going to church more.